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We were meant to be, supposed to be...

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 02:32:35 GMT

I'm sitting here at 10PM, trying desprately to work on my advanced honors. I should be doing it and I realize the importance of it. However all I can do is feel the dull ever-present ache of my heart. Tears sting my oceanic eyes as they threaten to fall. Why are you such a complete asshole? You enjoy the torment, i know it. You enjoy knowing i'm slowly slipping from my once state of contentment. All because you shut me out. Why? Is 5 minutes from a week ago worth all the torment? Why break what is so clearly meant to be? Don't let this be the end of us. You're an ass, but you're not a dumbass. You know we're connected. I never meant what I said. I don't understand. Wa kira nai. I want so much to shake this off. Show you I don't need you. Keep to myself forever. Reform my once ever-present shield. Focus only on my work. I don't want to need you. But my heart won't listen to my head. Falling in love never did make sense. I know you're my key. I need you to be free again. All that's left of me is what I pretended to be. You act like you don't care so much that I know you do. I can tell. I know you almost as well as you do. I cried to your forsaken face, my plea for forgiveness falling down from my face. My once confidence and air is all but gone. You think you know i'll need you to hang on. I wait until you see, it is you that needs me. I feel as though I've truly become a "Lost" Prophetess. Aishiteru.

2005/Other stuff

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 17:42:39 GMT

[P E O P L E of 2005]
1. Best friends? Allison, Matt, Jenna, and Shawna
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? __________
3. Lost any friends? Yeah. We've grown apart.
4. Gained any friends? Yup
5. Met a new good friend? yeah, I've known all of my best friends forever, now we're getting close.

[P L A C E S of 2005]
1. Went out of the country? I wish.
2. New school? Nope
3. How many times on an airplane? 0
4. Road trips? 3
5. Moved? 0

[New Things in 2005]
1. Have you changed? Yeah, I'm a lot more confident and a bit more social.
2. New look? my hair's up and I wear a lot of black.
3. Any new addictions? My iPod. lol
4. Biggest conflict this year? God, too many. My school's full of drama.
5. Most depressed time this year? Either May or June.

[L O V E in 2005]
1. Did you fall in love? I think so.
2. Did you get heartbroken? Yeah, like three times.
3. Who was your summer love/fling?__________
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? 0
5. Favorite date? It wasn't really a date...

[S E A S O N S of 2005]
1. Favorite Season? Fall
2. Least favorite season? I hate Spring.
3. Good birthday? Awesome birthday, My sweet sixteen ^_^
4. Any snow this year? Yeah, right.
5. Highest temperature? 90's-100's

[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out? kinda...its complicated.
Met a person who will change ur life? Yes, already has.
kept your resolution? Nope. I failed.
Got arrested? No.
Had a first something? Yeah.
Drank Alcohol- A bit.
Smoked weed/drugs- Nope
Did anything illegal- Sort of.
Kissed a boy/girl- ______
Had a crush- Yup
Liked someone who didn't like you? Yeah
Lost a family member- Yeah
Got bad grades- Not really.
Got suspended- Nope
Moved states- Nope
Got a myspace- Yeah, during the summer and a few months ago.
Learned an instrument- Guitar.
Started a band- No.
Spent over 1 million dollars- shhhh...lol i'm kidding.
Went streaking- Hahaha! no.
Done something you shouldn't have- All the time.
Kept a secret- Always like this one time...((lol)) Seriously, yes.
Told a secret- When I've had to.
Done something you totally regret- Always.
Changed your view on things- Oh yeah.

I want a relationship like this

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:11:37 GMT

Danny and Ally on phone--

Danny: hey, so how was your day?

Ally: it was fine, how was yours?

Danny: it was ok

~akward silence~

Danny: sooooo......

Ally: *giggle* sooooo.....

Danny: you doin anything tomorrow?

Ally: nope, why?

Danny: uhh, umm, maybe, uhh, i dont know, we
can,
hang out or somethin?

Ally: *blushes* okay, what time?

Danny: *big smile* great! uhh, how about around
6:00pm or something?

Ally: Alright! I'll meet you over at the park then...

Danny: ok then

Ally: well i gotta go, but i'll see you tomorrow?!

Danny: ok, see u then....

-----next day------

>>>Ally walks over to the park and see's Danny
sitting on a bench waiting for her.<<<

Ally: hey, whats up?

Danny: uhh nothin, im happy too see you

Ally: *smiles* me too

Danny: alright, how about we go take a walk

Ally: okay
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As they walk she grabs ahold of his hand, Danny
*smiles* as they walk through the park.

----starts getting dark----

Ally: brrr, its getting a little cold out

Danny: wanna go sit on the grass under that tree?

Ally: sure

Danny and Ally: (takes a seat near a tree while
Danny holds Ally in his arms keeping her warm)

Ally: thank you, i feel much better now

Danny: me too

Ally: *giggles* why is that?

Danny: cause im with you

Ally: im happy with you too

Danny: uhh, umm, ...nevermind

Ally: no, what is it, you can tell me

Danny: its just....

Ally: yea???

Danny: i feel different when im with you

Ally: what do you mean?

Danny: i mean, you make me wanna be with you
for
the rest of my life, ive never had anyone make me
feel the way you make me feel...

Ally: *blushes* i feel like that too

Danny: i ... i .. lov.....

Ally: (leans over and kisses him)

-a few moments into kiss-

Danny: uhh *blushes*

Ally: i love you

Danny: i love you too and i always will

_Danny holds Ally as they look up at the stars_

Danny and Ally fall asleep under the stars....
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10 YEARS LATER

Ally: WORKING AS A MAGAZINE EDITOR, 24
YEARS OLD

Danny: WORKING AS A MEDICAL DOCTOR, 25
YEARS OLD

The two dated up until prom night where Danny
asked Ally too be his wife.....

Ally Roberts is probley one of the happiest women
on earth,
Danny is probley the luckiest man....
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Repost if you just want to find that right person
too fall in love with.....or u already have :)
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Whoever ruins this
will be single

for the next 4 years.....

If you repost this in the next 7 minutes of reading,
you will be kissed
by someone who really likes you

repost this with the title "I Want a Relationship Like This"

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 03:24:59 GMT

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:08:54 GMT

Wh00t!
I recently aquired PSP9, so here are some of my attempts at avatars.
Let me know what you think!!

If you like them you're welcome to use them if you credit me!!!

I'm not kidding i'll hunt you down...

I hope this works...

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:48:30 GMT

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Icons about everything!! (good icons too!!) by truelove
Name
Word that best describes you
Icon that describes you
Icon that describes your life
Icon that reminds you of someone you love
Icon that reminds you of someone you hate
The one you will marry
The one you want to marry

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal

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Testing

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 22:01:12 GMT

This is just a test...
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